闔上日記準備鑽進被窩之際，
摸著眼前的鏡框，心底突然湧上些許感觸。

雖然，隨著年歲的增長、經歷的累積，
會影響著看待事情的切入點，改變「付出－回饋」的價值衡量。
但是，有些價值觀點，卻猶如根植於心底般，堅信、秉持著。


當我們於在乎的人際情感間，或是投注相當程度心力的時空裡，
赫然遇上與秉持的信念相牴觸的狀況時，無力、挫敗…等念頭便會油然而生。
倘若，這衝擊不斷地在心底震盪，或許會搗毀這一路走來所累積的點滴。


然而，全然地抹煞過往種種，其實是個頗具毀滅性的行為。
宛若將自己引領到懸崖般，讓自己不曉得該如何繼續跨足前進。


沿著踏訪的足跡，漸漸端詳出個樣貌－包括那染黑的角落。
倏然，想起母親大人曾這麼告誡我：「是教妳看清，而非教妳看輕。」
反覆地回想著這段話語，那其中的意義，或許就在這沉靜間浮現著吧。(微笑)

。 Change of Heart 。

I feel that I'm at a crossroads
I don't know which way to go
You say that I am changing
Into someone that you don't know

Who I am
And who I'll be
Is locked inside
Inside of me
And if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend if we break apart ?
How do I make
How will you take my change of heart ?

For years you have been my best friend
I thought that would always be
You know that I just can't pretend
It's written all over me

Cause where I'll go
And what I'll do
I just can't see my life without you
If I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend if we break apart ?
How do I make
How will you take my change of heart ?

Moving on
It's going take some time
When I'm gone
You might have a change of mind
Gotta take the chance
No matter what I find

No matter how far I travel
I think of you as home
It's not about finding someone else
It's all about being alone

Cause who I am
And who I'll be
Is locked inside
Inside of me
Cause if I follow my heart
Will you still be my friend if we break apart ?
How will I make
How will you take my change of heart ?
How will you take
My change of heart ?